I surrender my heart to You
I surrender my life to You
I surrender my everything to You
Jesus

i had 3 blogs. one is always updating, one is updated monthly, and this is another one.
tsk tsk tsk. funny as i may seemed but i changed skin again.
this is a lot more nicer

yes, right now, Vivien Lim is on her journey of being a graduating student.
i can fully assure you that this is not a easy pathway.
come on, imagine with me;
You have homeworks everyday, tests everyweek, 4-5 tests on even weeks and never ending of classes.
School ends at 4 except wednesday and friday, which ends at 2.
but i can gladly thank God that i finally stepped down of my CCA.
FINALLY…
and i had to wait for O levels to come. left a few more months of wearing this uniform which i had been wearing for 3 years plus,
can’t wait for Os to be gone and regain the freedom.
right now, am having mid year exam.
OH! I ONLY LEFT ONE MORE PAPER TO GO!
you can see that Vivien is very happy.
i think this MYE, i had sort of depended on God more?
Maybe as compared to last year MYE, i did.
Though i do not know how my result may end up, but i’m just going to trust God.
Come on, this is just, MYE? i still have prelims and the real paper to go.
and my mother tongue paper is starting in June, this is the real O level paper.
think flies man, it’s like, i had been in this school for 4 years actually, fast uh?
and i grew taller and more mature and more gorgeous

anyways, visited my cousins on Monday,
like one day before that stupid Social Studies and Amaths P1.
and he’s learning to play keyboard, i mean piano kind.
so cute, it’s not real one, like its $49, but he knows how to play London Bridge is falling down.
and he played for me to listen. so cute.
after which, he continues to learn, i foresee that he can be a great musician some day.
am learning keyboard too. because, i just feel like it and i think it’s cool!
the keyboard is not mine, but my friend’s. since she doesn’t need it, i shall have the honour.
from my cousin’s playing and even myself i just realise this one thing:
It doesn’t matter how much your instrument may cost,
but it’s only make beautiful at the hands of one who really knows how to play it.

ok, a little irritated by the automatic of scrolling to top of the post.. so ugh!
but it’s okay, since i dont really update it! HAHAHAHA!

Wish me all the best for my Os

i just start to love the first part of this song:

Don’t want to stand here and shout Your praise
And walk away and forget Your Name
I’ll stand for you if it’s all I do
Cause there is none that compare to You

this song has always been my favourite song ever since i’m a young believer.
and i’m still loving it now!

i’ve been reflecting on the first two lines of the verse,
indeed, i really really don’t want just stand and proclaim God’s goodness.
then later i just walk away as if God did not exist in me.
that’s a hypocrite.

i want to always constantly remind about God.

somethings to complain;
ever since on wednesday, that heavy rain drenched my whole guitar bag,
my bible actually stinks! it’s awful [cos the cover is like those jeans material]
and i actually spray perfume on my bible for 2, 3 times.
it doesn’t seem to improve the situation. it still stinks!
i’m going to use the hairdryer later on to dry my bible.
if the smell still persist, i’ll consider to buy a new bible.
but hopefully, the stinky smell will go away.
cos my bible is unique!

ok, school’s reopening,
let’s see whether will i still concentrate in wordpress.

Camp is coming real fast! like in less than 24 hours time!
oh so excited! in games, p&w and teaching.
expecting a great fun! D

this blog will lay dead till i come back to blog again.
by that time, there will be lotsa pictures and funny moments.
and I HAVEN’T PACK MY BAG YET!!

ok, this is going to be exciting,
new place, new environment, new conviction, be refresh .
what’s after CG08?

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click on the picture to watch .

[Part 1]

[Part 2]

[Part 3]

[Part 4]

[Part 5]

[Part 6]

ok, i’m going to watch another episode tomorrow .
i watch the other episode today in WFL .
i really learn a lot from today’s WFL .
Don’t ever complain that CG08 is impossible to complete,
if you can’t finish CG08, don’t think about the winning Singapore,
don’t think about winning the world .
Cg08 is just the small part of the Great Commission,
there’s even more things to be done!

and i really really want to go mission’s trip,
i want to see another part of the world.
i’ll start to save up, work after my Os for the money to go .
i did plan to go after my Os .
woo! it’s coming soon!

another video i like is in the refugee camp.
i watched until i had goosebumps,
it’s not a horror video or thriller, but something that touched my heart.
how the children suffer in orphanage or refugee.
and i see their conversions etc.
one thing that attracts me the most:
That people praise and worship God and pray to God
with their souls, mind, heart and strength,
whether they are young or old.
it’s so wonderful.

we, as singaporeans are too blessed.
other parts of the world really want to serve God,
even if there’s persecutions, they are willing to die for God.
here we are, at most our parents object us.
it’s either we get beaten or scolded etc.
our lives are not at risk, but they are.
they can be charged just for serving Jesus.
we are too comfortable in our comfort zones.
i should really thank God that i’m in Singapore,
though it’s humid, it’s small,
at least we live a comfortable life .

ought to learn to count my blessings.

ok, shall blog something that will make me happy.
today’s WFL is super whack hard!
there’s a point that we must be a salt and light in the nations.
and the instructor mentioned that he’s very “UGH” when he sees that those who top in class aren’t a christian, this can make people think that they’re better with God.
NO!! This shouldn’t be!!
now i tell myself:
I must at least aim to do my best in every subjects and try to aim the top.
i want to show God’s glory.

God is always listening to your prayer .